In a moment, will be ♥

Back with me again :) Maybe in this occasion, i will post something which have a relation with love ? bored with all now , i don't know why -_- but i feel it now. Just think, what will we discuss in this post . ? do you have any idea ? i haven't write the tittle before . Ok well, love . In a sadness, happiness all of them in one , in love .

But, in this posting i just want to sharing a little story about my love , a little of a vent maybe . 

Right now, i feel a sadness of a love. I guess you know what i feel . But, to be sure i'm lazy to tell you about this problem -_- and now i had move on of my choice (like something polling <--- *LOL) No, that's someone who played guitar in a band, and i don't know i feel him was too over , his over that make i don't like . Handsome, ok, Smart , maybe ok . But his over in all , i can't forgive that . Too much, yeah ! 

Move on to another heart .  Maybe, this statement is right for me . But, move on to whom ? I know i'm a moody person who was fast in moving my statement 5 minutes ago we choose -A- and after that we choose -B- and back again we choose -A- . That's one of me, and now , the problem is who can replace him ? Directly, i think who was loved me before . But , crazy idea. I don't like him one by one perfectly . He all just my friend , not to be in my list haha *LOL . Ok , in trust maybe i will choose my boyfriend before. He was so faithful, i think. From elementary school, junior and we had a relation just 1 month not more, but it was so beautifull moment that i ever had . Beginning ---> NICE and Ending ----> NICE too but with a little hurt yeah. I'm to be sure know he just was loved me from elementary school since we in 6th grade, but i don't feel it , i deem it so simple, even i remove it . Many of my friends in elementary said that "Re.. why don't you accept his love? He was so smart, handsome , have an athletic body, you can be called stupid person ree, if you don't want him ! Trust me'' i could be cazy if i hear that sentences everyday. In that 6th grade i just 11 y.o . What just  i can do ? i never know about love ? or something that had relation about it. I just think gobled my rank . Thats it ! But it continued until we were in junior high school . I and him choose another school, apparently he was accepted by my school to school there . But, i don't know why he move to another school .

Miss Contact . I never know why lately in this day i often think of him even i longing him ? there's no storm, wind , thunder in my head -_- . And i have a desire that now, i just wanted to online maybe opened something better ? like facebook , twitter , or maybe another web browser .

Lazy. continue in part 2..... yeyyyyyy........ ♥