NOT YOURS

"Not yours" it's a simple tittle i think but it has a deepest mean . Be a girl like me is hardest to be try . Why? It seems like i just a girl who disfunctional to the other . No one perfect, you as a reader too not perfect also me as a writer . In all of my skill and all of my excess that i have is also have a destitute . That's life .

Can you imagine? How was the feel the girl that has been left by the fckn boy that doesn't has any guilty? To be sure, i'm not loving him again . I just peeved with his way when he left me . It seems like it can be named such a *playboy* ? Haha , i have no reason for posting this entry even libelous . No , we are in peace right? I didn't put your name at all . What do we call for the boy that left the girl and after 1 weeks he was in relationship wth other girl? Lilbit crazy i think . I dunno why i can interest with him last 2 months . Knowing just in social networking , although we are in the same school but we are never have a met . A SUPER BOY too many friends and also senior that asking me to be patient , and also too many people that deem you negative . I regret what just i did before saying i love you, miss you, it makes me nausea and upchuck . Confusely, still confuse that there is still a boy that has such a damnshit character like i've wrote at the top before . Uhh, just waste the time , remember God see me what happen wth us yesterday , and there is still penalty back from the God hey super boy......................

Damn and Devil Poop Regards,

From your not yours